...OK not really. It is amazing to me how I can work day to day in this industry, get so excited about other people weddings and, at the same time,have a complete lack of enthusiasm for my own.
I'll admit, I'm nervous, nervous for the actual wedding and nervous for just the act of being married,being someone's wife. I'm nervous that I won't be able to let the day go, I'm goofy and fun, but when it comes to weddings I'm used to having to be in complete control. I'm hyper aware of timing and details, I'm afraid me need for perfection will ruin the day.
